Dear God,

I suddenly felt convicted to write you a letter here. I just feel very overwhelmed in my heart right now. I don’t know why, maybe as I write here, you will show me. I love you more than anything. I love you with all the strength I can muster in my heart. It’s such a [...]

Full Circle

Why is this happening again? I WON’T LET IT! I’ve been wanting to update ya’ll since my last update when I basically told you I was depressed. Well the day after that post (a Thursday), I went to mental health counseling. I got a good doctor who asked me about the role of my faith in [...]

Numb

Words fail me. Ironically, I shall try to use them to tell you what’s going on for me after retreat. It’s confusing and aching, but I need some kind of venue to vent and keep all of you updated. It’s been a week now since I just wept for the children trapped in sex slavery [...]

Desperate

It is 2:25 am. I’m not sure what’s wrong with me, but I had a surge of inspiration to finally write to ya’ll since I’ve been in a weird funk with the blog posting, so here I am taking advantage of the moment. Maybe it’s because I have an odd assortment of thoughts after watching Saving [...]

You Had Me

Officially off probation! It happened. Just as He promised. ‎”It is a pleasure to inform you that on the basis of your performance this past semester, you have been removed from academic probation.” My dean even said: “You are incredible! and you deserved this!” That letter that I received a day before I came back [...]

Do Something

Today marks National Human Trafficking Awareness Day. Did you know 27 MILLION people are enslaved today? At Passion Conference where 45,000 18-25 year olds encountered Jesus, we became more aware of the injustice that is happening all over the world today. Right now, I don’t think this blank space below will suffice to convey the brokenness [...]

Hurting? Confused? This might help…

So it was mighty quick but God told me why He loves me so much. I was struggling with the wrong question. It’s not about me and how I’m so unworthy. It’s about His character. This song told me so and blessed me so. See, I told you not to worry about giving me encouragement [...]

I Am An Arrow…

Cause You are the target. So my last post (No More Hiding) got just a few hits. The most clicks I’ve gotten in one day on my blog was 52 views and that was the day I emailed everyone I knew to check out my new blog. On October 31, 2011, 169 people clicked my link. [...]

An Ocean of Grace

I am going to explode if I don’t share this with someone. I am FREE! So in the last post (click) I shared about some people who have hurt me deeply. Well, in the past few months or so, God has really been convicting me to fully forgive them. I’ve made steps before this conviction…acknowledging [...]

Expectations

After more than a week without a phone or computer, it was slightly intimidating to return to an inbox of 91 emails. It was weird to type again and to look at a computer screen. It was refreshing to actually be with people all the time instead of interacting with them via a computer screen. [...]